Take what you learn and let it go

12:47am

Do you want to know a secret?



I think I may have fallen in love at the end of 2011.

Okay, so perhaps not love.
But if it wasn't love, it was something very cleverly disguised as such.






I met someone who was absolutely everything I love about the human race. An example of all the good things we can be, if we want too.
He inspired me, which at the end of the day, is all I want somebody to do for me.



I only saw him for a day. Crazy huh? But boy, did he leave me smitten.
I've never met anyone like him in my life.

His entire outlook on life is unlike any of the people I have ever been around. He had been through similar rough patches in life to me, and understood things that most of my friends don't.
Because of what he had been through, he was optimistic and just happy to be where he was. Exactly the same as me. I love people who just want to enjoy life.




This was around 2 months ago.
It is only tonight that I've decided I need to snap the hell out of it.


I was thinking the world was playing a cruel trick on me.
Sending me this person, making me smitten beyond doubt, only to take him away after one day.




But I've decided to find the bright side (it's always there people!) and I've come to the conclusion;
Mother Nature was teaching me a lesson.

We all know I got my heart broken last year.

Since being single, I've been out with a few different boys, most of which were just not my type. I just didn't seem to meet anyone who I genuinely clicked with.

I didn't really feel like somebody was out there who would ever make me fall in love as much as my first time around.




So She sent me a vision of somebody who seemed to be perfect to me, not for me to have, just to remind me that he exists somewhere in the world, so never to lower my standards and settle for less.




Maybe I'm just not ready to meet him yet, and I am fine with that.

I love being single, but it's nice to know that an amazing boy who inspires me and I had genuine fun with exists, is out there, living his life while I live mine.



Eventually is fine, so long as its not never.







I let one person inspire me so much in one day.
Take what you learn and it's time to kiss goodbye a certain heartache and let it go.







Peace, Xo






PS; And, if by chance, this particular boy somehow stumbles across this, and realizes it's about him;
Hello! Thankyou for everything you taught me, one of which was to tell people how you feel or they will never know; No doubt I'm not the first person you have inspired to change their life and I won't be the last. The world needs more people like you! I hope our paths do cross again, but if I never see you again, I'm just glad I got to meet you. Xo